MrsS143
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2013 has been really crap for me
My uncle died in January
My dad died in March
My cat was shot in May
I miscarried in June
My cousin died in July
I work in adult social care and lots of very close customers to me who I loved dearly have all passed away suddenly
I also heard that yesterday my old neighbour who was only 23 hung himself
I feel like I'm surrounded by death
Constantly reminded by it
None of which I can forget or get past
They say times a healer but not so far it isn't...
When will things get easier?
It's become so much that I've been off work for the past 8/9 weeks
Little Roo was my glimmer of hope and light and even that was taken away from me
I just don't know what to feel anymore...
Life is too short
But clearly I can't and am far from enjoying and making the most of it
I need clarity, sanity...something....
My uncle died in January
My dad died in March
My cat was shot in May
I miscarried in June
My cousin died in July
I work in adult social care and lots of very close customers to me who I loved dearly have all passed away suddenly
I also heard that yesterday my old neighbour who was only 23 hung himself
I feel like I'm surrounded by death
Constantly reminded by it
None of which I can forget or get past
They say times a healer but not so far it isn't...
When will things get easier?
It's become so much that I've been off work for the past 8/9 weeks
Little Roo was my glimmer of hope and light and even that was taken away from me
I just don't know what to feel anymore...
Life is too short
But clearly I can't and am far from enjoying and making the most of it
I need clarity, sanity...something....