guess where iv been?

[tracey 2]

Yep been back to hospital, started bleeding today and then all of a sudden i couldnt stop throwing up, couldnt even keep much water down. I was getting realy hot as well and had a bit of a temp

So we decided to pop down the hospital just to make sure all was ok, i was seen about 10 mins later, they were really lovely as always (they even suggested moving my bed in there)

I was given some tablets to calm the sickness down, really think it must have been something iv eaten and they helped a lot, they monitored bleeding but it wasnt a lot had a quick scan done and bubba laying there.

I was allowed to go shortly after they said that if i have any more bleeding or the sickness comes back again, iv gotta go back in for more monitoring and maybe be put on a drip to replace fluids iv lost.

Now im home and just been asleep for a bit but just woke up really emtional and tearful, havent been able to stop crying much, sounds really silly but i really dont know if i can do this now guys, really dont

I want to have this baby more than anything in this world and if anything went wrong that would be the end, im trying so hard to think positive but just cant stayed focused

sorry guys rant over now

 

[ella]

Poor thing, you need a good cry sometimes, and no matter how much you try and be positive sometimes it will just get to you. I cant imagine what it feels like for you and what you have been through, but I do admire you and I think you are doing a great job, and you will be an amazing mum

 

[xJodieLoux]

Aww Hope you feel better soon hun. Take care

 

[Emmylou]

Awwww sweetie.....consider yourself hugged *big hugs from Em & Libster*
It was always going to be hard for you to be pregnant again, whether it be now or in the future, you are stronger than you are giving yourself credit for hun, try to keep your chin up and look forward.....I am hopeful that this is it for you and you are going to have a magnificent (& busy ) 2008!!

 

[Ellied]

We are all entitled to have a cry. You must be reassured by what the hospital said.

You can do this and we are all here for you

 

[Rubys mummy]

Awww sweetie pie, I was so worried when I got ur text You make sure you take it easy and REST!!!!! And DONT ever apologise to me EVER for being emotional, you are bound to be frightened, and thats what we are all here for, to help and support you, share bad and good times and just be there for each other

You CAN do this and you WILL do this, you will be a fantastic mummy to your beautiful baby in January, and I cant wait to see piccies and read your birth story I will cry buckets

 

[Flossy82]

Dito i can only reiterate what the other have said -xxxxx-

 

[Ladybird]

Of course you're going to have wobbly moments. You've had a rough time and need a good night's sleep.

Look after yourself honey, hope you feel better in the am.

 

[happy-chick]

Honey i;ve already said what I want to say in chat/text. You will be fine this time, I just know it!!

Keep ur chin up, have a good cry & let off some steam. U know where i am if u need me, anytime. xxxxxxx

 

[Sal C]

Sorry to heard you are having a stressful time.

Stay strong, it's going to be fine this time.

 

[Snuggle]

Cry as much as you need to hun, must be a hard time for you

Keep your chin up

 

[lisa&alex]

as the other ladies have said.. its normal to be emotional.. look at all you have been through..plus.. apparently around 10-11 weeks its normal for most mums to be to be emotional as we have a surge of hormones.. i havent really got anything to cry over and i have been crying..keep strong and try to stay possitive.. xx and stick bubba stick!

 

[fothers]

Gald everything was ok at the hospital and hope you feel better today

It is natural to worry after everything you have been through but in a few weeks time hopefully you can relax and chill out

 

[Gem & Leland]

 

[mummykay]

 

[jenna]

 

[Misslarue]

aww tracey
Pmed you sweetie. Chin up hun

 

[smurf]

Aw hun I am praying this little bean stays put. Take care of yourself and get plenty of rest.

 

[tracey 2]

thank you all,

Im feeling a little better this morning the sickness has pretty much stopped and im only bleeding a little now, but its more brown which is good.

Thank you for all your lovely texts, posts and PM's they all mean so much to me and thank you for listening to me go on again!

I love being here with all you guys you are all so great

 

[rachie29]

you can do it tracey, glad to hear your feeling better