frustration sorry

[k8_005]

I have not had the witch appear yet (though only due on today so i know im over reacting) but tried testing yesterday (cuz i couldnt wait) got an error message!!! (i didnt even know that could happen!!!! then today thought hmm....no signs whatsoever of af coming so maybe ill test again...... so tested and said not pregnant! so annoying...... part of me thinks its good as more time for me to loose weight and part of me hopes test is wrong and that maybe af wont come this month (and if she does i hope she is less angry she caused extra pain andwas heavy last time and i didnt like it!!)
also feeling a bit dejected i know in comparison to others we not been trying that long, but just ben feeeling sick and been extra tiered this week and hoped it was a sign..... its more likely the fact ive been on earlys (4am starts) and had eaten rubbish food.and done no real excersise but how much did i want that little stick to be positive....
ok frustrations over.... thanks for reading!!! baby dust to all xxx

 

[Corrinne37]

i feel you pain. xxxx

 

[secrethope]

Hi, I know how you feel! I am sure many of us on here feel exactly as you do. I hate seeing negative tests, but for some reason I still take them early! Also, in other months I have been convinced I am pregnant as I have had so many signs, and it was just my body (and mind) playing tricks on me.

We will all get there one day xxx

 

[vickib_1984]

bless you hunny we all know how you feel it can seem abit disheartening at first but youll get your bfp soon im sure xxxx

 

[Corrinne37]

too right, sounds just like me, every little thing oh is tat because i could be..... big fat NO its because this TTc lark has sent you out of your mind!!!! xx

 

[Amyrose]

here here im still waiting for af to appear thought i had a pos hpt but was neg today grrrr its suck eggs xxxx

 

[Nurse 26]

aww sorry hun, hope its a BFP or the witch gets her skates on. xx

 

[k8_005]

thankyou everyone. feeling emotional its prob just af hormones though nurse hope you ok sorry iv not been online in so long i felt i needed a break to sstop "obsessing" though to be truthful id rather have my loony pregnancy to be ladies with me all the way! you guys always know how to make me feel not alone and cheered up! no more distanceing myself from forum!!! x

 

[faithangle]

You never know hun there still might be hope yet fx for you xx

 

[TINKS82]

Fx crossed, your not out until the witch appears. Good luck Hun xx

 

[Applecider]

Fx!! Keep us updated! Xx