The baby I lost in February would have been due this week. I can't stop thinking about it. I think most people will think I'm ridiculous - I have a heathly 15 month old and i'm 26 weeks pregnant, so I should forget about the one in between. I am truely grateful for what I have got - my daughter is an absolute delight and I'm sure her brother will be as well, but the miscarriage still hurts.
We planted a shrub at the weekend which should flower this time of year, which helped alot, and I am going to visit the graveyard which I haven't had the courage to do yet. I want baby Sam to know that we still miss him and won't forget.
We planted a shrub at the weekend which should flower this time of year, which helped alot, and I am going to visit the graveyard which I haven't had the courage to do yet. I want baby Sam to know that we still miss him and won't forget.
im sure he knows 
