Are these normal thoughts?

[Tasha20]

Over the past few weeks ive been finding myself think really silly things.

For example,

What if I die? who will feed, care and love her as much as me?
I can't die I need to be here for her, knowone could do a better job than me raising and caring for her, or loving her as much as me.

These thoughts have been really getting to me, I think about it alot.

After gving birth to a new wonderful little life, I value and understand more than I ever did. I feel as if I konw all the answers now, if that sounds silly? I know the meaning of life.

lol I never thought that being a mum could make you feel so powerful and empowerd to teach others about the great experience of being a mother.

Being a mum is the best job in the world.

lol so anyone else think those thoughts or am I just weird

 

[Alfiesmummy]

every day

 

[Tasha20]

good im not going mad

 

[Dee1985]

i always think bad things too i always think about if one of my children die it scares me senceless where as im sure it does every mother but most mums just dont think of it which i wish i could do but some times i just lay there at night so scared of ever loosing one of them

 

[budge]

no you're normal. i think morbid stuff al l the time.
today i was changing rachaels bum and found myslf thinking oh god what if i pop my clogs - who will love all my chidlren

its so silly but so normal.

 

[Tasha20]

I am the same Dionne, would absolutly tear me apart

So I guess its the motherly thing to think, god I suppose it will just get worse when shes 15 and out and telling me how much she hates me, god I was so horrible to my mum.

lol when she said you wait till you have your own children!

I know what she means, god mums are always right

 

[hev&madi]

im always worried