Well i am back at my mum's house. Moved into my house yesterday, was fine, didn't do anything major around the house, infact the only thing i did do was wash up, while i was doing this OH bobbed out to the shops. Finished the washing up and felt like i needed a wee, getting up the stairs and i thought i was weeing myself Got to the toilet sat down and it was blood, bright red pure blood absolutely pouring out of me, clots the lot. I was so scared, i sat there felt dizzy and shaking like crazy it was horrible, it was a good 10minutes before Andy came back so i just had to sit there and hold tissue after tissue under me to try and stop it. Andy came home and rang the maternity and rang an ambulance- 2 men arrived and i was sat on the loo covered in blood with no knickers on and my legs wide open so embarrassing. They took me to the hospital and the stupid midwife asked me if i was sure it wasn't urine!!!! like i wouldn't know the difference Anyway i had to stay in and have a scan this morning and all in all i have a clot the size of a tennis ball in my uterus which they have to operate on on friday I had all this with Amy but hers was straight away after the birth, i thought i was doing well and i'd missed it. I am so fed up, they let me come home to be with the kids with strict instructions to sit and do nothing, so i have come back to mum's so Andy had some help.