Well my OH has been having a bit of a crap time at work recently. He is a graphic designer and the department he works in have hit some problems, its been going on for a little while but on Monday they had a meeting to discuss the departments future, whether the company sell it off, or try to find positions for its staff within other departments etc. Obviously a bit of a stressfull time for everyone. However they are a really good company who have a lot of big clients andthey win awards for how well they take care of there staff. The main agency are now recruiting for loads of staff as they have won a couple of massive contracts, and Im sure OH could just walk into a job in that department without a problem. Its just that everything is very uncertain at the moment. The meeting was called to let then know what they were thinking of doing, but that a decision whouldnt be made untill the begining of Oct. . . . And the baby is due on the 3rd Oct! OH keeps reasuring me that things will be fine and he may just move into another department, but I spent loads of last night feeling really scared and cryng my eyes out. Which then made OH feel bad about upsetting me, and he said that perhaps it would be better if he didnt talk to me about it. But I dont want to be kept in the dark! Dispite his reasurances that things will be okay and its not anything to worry about I just feel like its put a dark cloud over what should be a happy and exciting time! Instead Im affraid that we will have the baby and OH will be on his parternety leave, not knowing if he even will have a job to go back to. He says its not that bad and nothing is going to effect the whole birth new baby thing but he already seems really miserable and distant like he is pre-occupied and going to bed early without really talking to me. Sorry to seem like a right moaner, I just feel that me and baby are putting a huge stress on him and everything just seems so uncertain, and instead of feeling happy and excited Im just scared about our future.