This is a question im dreading on Wednesday when I go for my booking in appointment. I will not be breastfeeding this baby but Im not looking forward to telling this to the midwife. I started off breastfeeding last baby but it was hellish sore and 9lb baby was not getting enough. I was in hospital for 5 days and knew then it was not working but when I wanted to change they didnt say no but made me feel guilty to the point where I percivered. When I did go onto the bottle it was a dream and Jess took loads and settled right down. I felt angry that I hadnt went with my instincts. This time I want things my way. If its a 6lb then I might have a go but I will make the decision. Still, Im still not looking forward to the conversation. Any thoughts????