why am i so damn tearful today

[chantilly]

Dont know whats up with me today i just feel so sad and tearful , had a lovely day yesterday and yet today it feels like someone has taken my happiness away.

I know im worrying lots about getting my house sorted ive lived here forever the kids have acumalted a ton of crap and the whole house needs redecorating and i dont feel like i have anyone to help.

my bf is a lot younger than me and only stays over once a week and isnt really helpful in terms of decorating ect my dad was always my fall back but he is so busy with work ect that he is tired and i dont want to feel like im putting my dad under pressure to help ..im 36 for heavens sake i still shouldnt have to get my dad to do this stuff but im finding it hard dealing with 3 kids keeping the house tidy let alone taking the task of decorating everywhere. just feel kinda stuck

arghhh im just a moany cow today sorry for off loading

 

[Loula]

Dont worry im also having a restless day, so much swimming around in my head, so much to do and not enough time or money. xxx