I got my first clear positive OPK last night and early this morning it's now faded back to a negative by lunchtime. So far this cycle we have BDd CD8, 10 12 14 16 17(positive OPK PM) and plan to BD today at CD18 (positive OPK early morning) and then back to every other day. Why am I so anxious? I feel like I've already missed my chance and I haven't even likely Ovd yet! I've given myself a massage I've done breathing exercises and I'm still so panicky! Any advice I have watched some TV which didn't help so I am going to do some cleaning. I am so anxious that I am worried my body will reject any fertilised egg and it's really upsetting me.