Aghh sorry, not sure why I'm posting this but I need a rant. I'm coming off the depo injection, last injection was due 22 weeks ago, so I've been off it as long as I was on it for.... but no sign of ovulation. I'm having lots of symptoms, which have been shocking these past few weeks, I have to take pain killers to be able to sleep at night because my back ache and cramps are so bad. Yesterday I saw a faint line on an opk, which I was hoping would start to get darker (as all I've had before were completely blank ones) but today I'm back to blank I just feel stupid every time I think my time is coming. I hate the not knowing when it's going to happen, I think if someone could tell me that I'd be running as normal in a years time, although I'd be gutted at least I could work towards that years time. Where as now, even if I think I'll focus on trying in summer.... I have that little voice that tells me ''oooo but it could be sooner'' and everytime I get some CM or a bit of a bleed I can't help but get excited and think something is starting to happen.