I'm going to apologize in advance for my rant... "I'm sorry". Waiting to try is absolutely excruciating as most of you know. There are some days when I feel positive and I know that the time will come, but then there are days like today when it becomes overwhelmingly frustrating. I've been bugging my husband about TTC for what seems like an eternity now (.. Like a year, I'm being dramatic) and we finally agreed that when we close on our home in October that we would start trying. Part of me didn't even get my hopes up until he told his father and stepmother. I wish he never told them this because I know my husband too well and he's going to come up with another excuse to not TTC. It used to be that we didn't own a home and we were renting, so now we are buying a home. Now he is beginning to complain about his job and how he needs to find a new job... HERE WE GO AGAIN!!! It's all about settling into a new job before we start trying. It's always one thing after another with him and it drives me crazy. I've been making such an effort to not nag him about the subject, but it's painful to see less prepared people announcing their pregnancies left and right while my husband finds excuses. I just want to start a family with him!! Rant over!