A few people on here have asked me to keep them updated on kendles progress: ive been down hospital tonight and they let me wash her and change her nappy for the first time also fed her her first bottle (she drank 32ml) her infection has gone so they are taking her needle out her hand 2moro so all she'll have is her feeding tube down her nose. Shes very jaundise again so i think she'll be going back under the lights, its weigh in day 2moro so hopefully shes put on some weight, im finding it very hard leaving her there as i dont drive and cant find sitters for other 3 kids! I feel crap and keep crying as i feel usless! Roll on new years eve when she comes home. Xx