TW Loss (not for faint of heart)

[GeekMaker]

So I took my Miso to start everything Friday night of last week. Saturday came I bled and couldnt leave the bathroom for hours. It stopped after 7-8 hrs thought I was done. sunday night around midnight, golfball sized clots pour out, I felt my hearing and vision going. My doctor on call said go to the hospital now.

So I went by ambulance and needed emergency D and C. I barely made it not needing blood transfusion. Now I must wait at least a period to try but honestly after that...I am not in a hurry is all I can say. I am weak and sick and 5 days post op. I see the doctor again Thursday. I never expected it to go like this and wanted to share with people I know who care and understand. So I will lurk but wont be trying again for a bit. Thanks ladies for reading and for your replies on my last post.

 

[CrazyChic]

I'm so sorry for what you have been through. My thoughts are with you and I hope you have a speedy recovery xx

 

[night owl]

Awww geek I’m so sorry, it’s a horrible thing to go through, the pain and amount of blood and tissue is brutal, emotionally it is soul destroying, it will take a bit of time for you to start feeling ‘normal’
again but you will get there x

 

[MoominGirl]

So sorry to hear what you're going through. Wishing you a speedy recovery. Thinking of you.

 

[chattychar1990]

@GeekMaker - i am so sorry what you went through, that must have been horrific. It doesn't matter if you don't want to try for a while. Get yourself fit physically and mentally before you jump into anything.
Massive hugs to you and i hope you are being looked after xx

 

[SockVortex]

I’m glad you’re ok! Wishing you a speedy recovery xxx

 

[GeekMaker]

Thank you everyone. We probably will get back to trying after my first period which may not be for 3-6 weeks or even longer and we will see how we feel. We both miss our little Peanut (got to see their heartbeat and everything 2 weeks before it stopped) but we do want to try. Whatever happens happens I just wanna get better now. Thanks for understanding ladies!

 

[Natalie8964]

Thank you everyone. We probably will get back to trying after my first period which may not be for 3-6 weeks or even longer and we will see how we feel. We both miss our little Peanut (got to see their heartbeat and everything 2 weeks before it stopped) but we do want to try. Whatever happens happens I just wanna get better now. Thanks for understanding ladies!

I'm so sorry this happend to you. Nothing anyone says will help. I went through it, saw my babys heart beating at 7 weeks and at my 12 week scan there was nothing. If I could go back with hindsight, I would have waited before trying again. We started straight away (once everything was 'normal') and it was too much pressure. Also, I cannot recommend counselling enough. I didnt take it up until I had a breakdown around my due date, and it helped so much. Saying that I know every woman is different and I truly hope you take some time to look after yourself. Lots of love xxx