Through the last week a friend has announced her second pregnancy and the teenage cousin has had her baby. I know that I should be ecstatic for them, I am pleased but its hard with the cousin knowing it was the result of a one night stand but at least they made a go of it and are together now. I dont like feeling like this, I feel like I am sounding bitter and jealous which I probably am so this is my way of twining and complaining to get it out of the way I hit CD85 and then I *think* I had a light period but since I have never had a light one before, it might not have been in which case dear god its gonna be something more like CD93 now. Currently no idea really whats happening, the gynae appt was less than useful so I am in limbo with it all I have not been on for ages, I have been low so thought it best to avoid here but I have popped back in to see how everyone is getting on. I probably just need to vent a bit and get a bit of a grip of myself, I have not been trying for anywhere near as long as a lot of you lovely ladies have so I dont really have the right to be so down about it all Time for me to get a bit more positive, feel free to talk to me it might help my sanity!