I lost a baby boy in 2009. Ever since, I have been wanting to try again, but after losing Jordan, I split with his father, I have now found someone that makes me happy! We are currently TTC. I never thought I'd love someone ever again! But I do, truly love my boyfriend! All I'm trying to say is.. Stay possitive, and remember, it is hard to cope with, but with the right people to help you through, and the memory of your baby. You will cope with anything! Best wishes all! .