Trying my damned hardest to wait to Friday to test!! Everywhere I look I see preggy bellies! Lol. I want to be part of that crew again and actually get a big massive unmistable bump this time and wear maternity clothes. I only got to 27 weeks last time and nobody knew I was actually pregnant (except friends and family) Didn't even have much of a bump. Baby stayed in hospital for 3 months and is now a fit, healthy, happy 3 year old. But I just want to actually experience full pregnancy. I'm too hormonal and emotional today. Blahhhhh!