I cant and have never even tried too learn to drive. My James works in Reading and is away more then half the time. I use a bike to get around but a month ago my bike was stolen out side of work. So i have been using a mates bike i cant keep it forever. Also i am now feeling worried about the safety of riding a bike Cars and especialy lorries and buses dont give a toss about my life and are always causing my stress levels to rise. It also feel weired the sensation of my bump as i lean forward on the bike. But my biggest gripe is the cost of public transport. And the fact you cant trust them to turn up on time and if they arrive early they dont wait. I refuse to use it as i am disgusted at the cost of the bus its rediculous. Form where i live to the center of Tonbridge is less then 10 minute its literly only up the road. It will cost me just under £5 a day. And as what ever shift i am on at work means getting a bus before 9 i can not get a return so have to by 2 singles. To purchase a monthly card i will have to fork out nearly £50. As a Northerner i feel sick at the waste of money. As a nursery nurse my wage is low so i use my bike to save me money. James takes me places when he is here but now wonts me to stop using my bike for safety reasons. And get lifts from his Dad (we live at his parents to save for our own home) But i feel really uncomftable asking him as i feel we already live here rent free. I hate it when we get stuck in traffic especialy when he has to be some where stright after. I feel even worse when he takes me picks, me up from babysitting (but we need the extra cash) aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh If it was my own parents i wouldnt feel guilty and my Mum said not to feel gulity as i am now carrying there Grandchild but it dosnt make it any better. Sorry just needed to rant and rave very stressed at the moment.