This weekend has been crappy. I spent all of last week hoping and thinking I was pregnant when in fact I'd been putting up with symptoms of a bladder infection. I also came on my period Friday night so that answered it. My tummy is cramping, I've been sick every day, and I just feel rotten. I got married two weeks ago to my longterm fiance, and we've been trying for a baby since around Christmas. Last summer I had a missed miscarriage and it took me a while to get back to wanting to try. Then my Dad died in February. So we've had a rough time lately and just really wanting a baby already. I don't think I'm really asking anything, I just feel gutted. I genuinely thought I was pregnant and now I feel so disappointed and a bit silly like I can't trust my instinct. I just hope this infection goes away soon as I don't want it to affect when I next ovulate. Ugh, why is it all so hard?