Geekachublog
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I want my scan tomorrow to be over more than anything, I've constantly been worrying about MMC, but to be honest I've kind of resigned myself to the fact that my baby isn't growing (no reason other than no symptoms and negativity and my bad dreams).
But the worst thing is, that I've accepted that happening (even though it hasn't happened), but I want to just be put out of my misery one way or another, I'm an absolute wreck.
Of course, I'll be over the moon if my baby is happy and healthy and growing well and it makes me feel like a total psycho...
I feel awful saying such things when there's so many bad things happening around here at the moment, but I feel like I'm going mad. :'(
But the worst thing is, that I've accepted that happening (even though it hasn't happened), but I want to just be put out of my misery one way or another, I'm an absolute wreck.
Of course, I'll be over the moon if my baby is happy and healthy and growing well and it makes me feel like a total psycho...
I feel awful saying such things when there's so many bad things happening around here at the moment, but I feel like I'm going mad. :'(