The devil inside me!

[Flossy82]

Help omg i feel like i have the devil inside me sometimes when it comes to my o/h he really does try his best sometimes and on occasions i find myself getting so annoyed with him for no reason to me it feels like he is acting so insensitavely when it comes down to the kids or other issues that may arrise and i never use to be this way ie; when i comes down to the bedroom department he is being all lovey dovey and trying to cuddle me etc and i just dont want him all over me so he ends up sleeping on the sofa and i end up feeling really guilty for being so mean to him but i just cant help it. And i feel i know i cant be this way because its hurting him and hurting me to think that i can be like this towards someone who is only trying to love me at the end of the day. sorry if im not making sense or sound stupid in anyway but i need to tell someone and you guys were my first port of call.
thanks for listening.

 

[Flossy82]

Help omg i feel like i have the devil inside me sometimes when it comes to my o/h he really does try his best sometimes and on occasions i find myself getting so annoyed with him for no reason to me it feels like he is acting so insensitavely when it comes down to the kids or other issues that may arrise and i never use to be this way ie; when i comes down to the bedroom department he is being all lovey dovey and trying to cuddle me etc and i just dont want him all over me so he ends up sleeping on the sofa and i end up feeling really guilty for being so mean to him but i just cant help it. And i feel i know i cant be this way because its hurting him and hurting me to think that i can be like this towards someone who is only trying to love me at the end of the day. sorry if im not making sense or sound stupid in anyway but i need to tell someone and you guys were my first port of call.
thanks for listening. [/quote]

 

[weestar21]

awwwwwwwww big hug to you hunni, i just feel like my OH isnt interested in me no more and the thing that hurts the most is hes forever looking at porn

i try ignore it and hope its just a fase but cant help think he prefers it to me. Since i found out i was pregnant for teh second time we have only had sex twice i know a relationship isnt just about sex but its the other things too like the hugs and the kisses i miss them all and just dont feel loved anymore. He tells me he loves me all teh time every night before he goes to sleep but thats like 3am after hes spent most of the night online looking at porn while im up in bed, only reason i found out what he was doing was i was typing in a wesite on the scroll bar and as you type www. about 8 different porn sites came up. When i comfront him about it he laughs and tells me im over reacting they men nothing im teh one he tells he loves im the one he sleeps with bla bla bla bla sorry to ramble on but think im just having one of these days