the confusion!!!!!

[daniph1]

So u know my story, mc in oct, mc in jan and now I'm 15dpo, af a day late! Big fat frickin negative on every test!! I'm simple posting in pure frustration! I hve no sore boobs, I have af pains and a awfully sore lower back which is something I only get when pg! Its a screwed cycle since the mc, this deep down I know but why oh why does the little devil bit of my brain still live in hope!!! Moan over!!! Xx

 

[kred84]

Aww hun, i know how u feel.

I really hope this is 3rd time lucky for you!

I have just joined the dreaded 2ww, but i don't hold any hope!


xxx

 

[daniph1]

Kred my beaut, my heart knows this month aint my month! My everything else just wants to believe!! Bloody mother nature!!! I so want this for u!!!!!!! Best of luck xxxx

 

[kred84]

Well i worked out that everytim i've conceived in the past yr, mycycle hasn't been right. meaning if af has been late or nor at the usual time.

last cycle i was 3 days late, so i reckon if i get caught it'll be another early mc.

Negative i know, but we know our own bodies!


xxxx

 

[CARNAT22]

I feel your frustration ladies!

Even when I started spotting last month (as I normally do) I was still wasting fricking tests as I hoped maybe it was just IB... even though I alway spot

It's so tough and we pin huge hopes on every little thing... Maybe we ov'd late so it's too early for the BFP, maybe it's a shy bean etc.... We all do it and it's so hard... I need proper AF to accept it's not my month and last cycle I spent the first day of "proper" AF in tears...

Sorry if it isn't your month Dani

xxxxxxxxx

 

[daniph1]

Its crazy negative but on the other hand I think we do know ourselves, although all it takes is one little bit of magic to make it just a ok!!!! U deserve some magic and I have my everything literally crossed for u xx

 

[CARNAT22]

Fingers crossed for us all hey?

It's been a tough year

xxxxxxxx

 

[kred84]

Indeed it has, but we all got through it, and will again (with bumps this time !! )

I have a good feeling for us all

xxx

 

[daniph1]

I love u guys, u make me feel as though I'm not alone in my hope and then despair circle!!!!its a horrible circle to be one but I'm sure we will all be off it soon!!!! Much love to u both xxx

 

[Lara_M]

Oh honey I didn't know you had a mc in jan my lovely. Lots of hugs. I was exactly the same last cycle, I knew after my chemical it was a screwy cycle but still thought right up to AF there could be hope! Even after temp drop x