ruined_woman
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Hello people. Allow me to introduce myself, My name is cassie and I am married with two kids. I have gotten myself into the worse possible situation...some of you may find It hard but please refrain from hurling your abuse as there is nothing you can say that I have not already said to myself. I have been unhappily married for the past 5 years and recently fell in love with another man to whom I was actually a client of, I joined up with a company that offers courses on how to start an online ebay store and he was the senior client advisor. We began texting and flirting and things became really hot and heavy and then when I flew over to the gold coast to do the 3 day work shop he came to my hotel room and we made love only once as he said it was only a one time thing and he didn't love me and he thought I was crazy for saying I love him coz I had only known him for 10 weeks. I was so hurt, upset and confused that I started to think maybe he was just flirting with me to try and make a sale and maybe hes done this to other women. I was surprised at his behaviour because he is a lot older than me. I am 27 he is 45. I was so hurt and confused that someone I met at workshop who I spoke to said I should report him( to which I regret) because he crossed a line and caught me in a very vulnerable position and now his employers have cut off all communication between us. I am not allowed to speak to him anymore and he is not allowed to speak to me. Now I have recently found out I am pregnant with his child, apart of me is terrified and guilty because of what I have done and apart of me is happy because I have a part of him inside me and I still love him. But the hard thing is how to explain this to my husband and how to tell james because im not allowed to speak to him but I really need his support in this. James is single, never been married, has no kids and dosnt want any kids. I have tried reaching out to him and even contact his boss with this news as I didn't know what else to do. I contacted his boss first out of respect for the company so I was not contacting me but then I txted him coz I didn't hear anything back from his boss, this was about 24 hours ago and still I have not heard anything from either of them. His boss is a nice guy and so is james actually so im just confused as so why I havnt heard back..I know it would not be wise to keep the baby as it ill just cause more problems in my life but I wish james would just reach out to me so I am not making this decision alone as I know its his kid too..your advice and counselling would be much appreciated.