hi sarah, i lost my baby a couple if weeks ago, i still have my little bean in a box in my bedroom, as i still dont know what to do with him/her. you will start to feel better soon, i have good days and bad days, i think to myself my whole year has changed i had so many ideas for my little bean my children were so excited. i think to myself that there must have been a reason why my baby was taken away, it was just not meant to be. i m/c 7 years ago as well and still i think about my bean, what would have been. never ever think that your annoying your family, they are probably in a situation where they dont know how to react, my auntie died recently she was young and i didn't know how to react towards my mum i was ignoring her as i didn't know what to say. when i lost my bean i thought that most of my family didn't care and i was a hassle going on, its just they didn't know what to say. when you loose someone its the hardest thing ever and no one knows how to conduct themselves, unless they have been through the same thing they will never know. hold in there sarah, time is a great healer. take care. and take as long as you need to grieve. sending a pray and hug for you and babies xxxxxxxxxxxx