Thanks ladies, it really helps knowing that your all here supporting me.
I've taken today and tomorrow off of work and then i was on revision leave from Thursday anyway until 11th June so that gives me some time to get my head together. I just hope i can concentrate on revising i really need to pass this exam.
I feel a little better this evening, the mw from the epu phoned me back around 5pm to make sure I was ok, which i thought was lovely of her. I think i did most of my crying and grieving on Sunday and Monday, i just feel a bit numb at the moment but not as emotional as I was.
Thanks again for all the support, i'll be back over in the ttc camp soon but i'll keep a close eye on all you lovely ladies in tri 1 and wishing you all happy healthy pregnancies...fx i'll be back with you soon xx