feeling so stressed at the moment, trying to sort maternity leave out at work, sort maternity allowance worrying about being able to afford anything, having no money now and now baby has become engaged and in only 31 weeks keep getting bad cramps/period pains in my stomach, I hate coming up to the hospital all the time, really want everything to be fine because I want to use the birthing centre - I work in the hospital and don't wanna feel like I'm coming to work to have a baby! Massively nervous about the birth, petrified something will go wrong, everything is just a massive panice! OH is really supportive, but my parents keep saying it will be fine dot worry, and that infuriates me so much!!!! Aaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!
rant over
rant over