Hi everyone, It may sound a bit negative but now I am expecting again I find myself thinking of the little-one I lost more than ever. I sometimes think about the dates, and what I would be now; I wonder what sex it was, what it would have looked like etc etc. Of course I do all that with the little goo I have now; I even talk to it and tell it that everything is going to be fine etc etc - would do anything not to have anything go wrong. It is confusing though, all these conflicting thoughts! I think maybe I feel guilty that the little-one I lost never had a chance at life, and that I've somehow just replaced it with another! To be honest though, it will always be my 3rd baby; I will always keep the pregnancy tests, the letter I wrote to it and of course the plant that has come to symbolise it's short existence. Does anyone else feel confused like this?