This is our second month actively trying to conceive, although its been almost a year that we stopped using contraceptives and decided to let nature take its course. Last month, I pretty much knew I wasn't pregnant due to us not knowing at all what we were doing and trying to do everything the right way. This month, we were ready. Did tons of research, visited the dr and got clean checks, everything was A-okay. After having completely different symptoms this month, I just knew that I was pregnant this time around, but still did not want to get my hopes up. Yesterday, I had some brownish vaginal discharge and later was pinkish after I went to use the bathroom. I thought it could have been implantation bleeding since it was only little spots here and there. I also had some very light cramping, nothing compared to my period cramps. Yesterday was also 2 days before AF was due to arrive. This morning, there was one little brown spot on a liner that I wore to bed just in case. My BBT also dropped to from 97.9 (yesterday) to 97.33. I have started my period early maybe once or twice but many years ago. Never early in the last 5 years. Today, AF came. I am disappointed something fierce. It's taking everything in me to not cry. I'm sure some of you are going through this, too. How do I keep myself from losing it? How do you do it? Any advice is helpful!