Oh seb my heart really does go out to you! Been following this story on the news and its a disgrace the way women have been treated and just left not knowing what will happen. I think I saw on the news that the NHS are now going to fund removal in cases where the original surgeon wont/cant, so hopefully that's one less thing to worry about with how you will pay for it (although not sure if they are replacing or just removing).
From what I've seen sweetie, the people who's implants have been leaking have felt seriously unwell and had symptoms, so I'm sure you would know if yours had been. They are just recommending removal as a precaution so that they won't cause you any trouble in the future
Know exactly how you feel re. having to have a break from TTC. So depressing isn't it! Think positive though hun, health comes first as we want to be totally healthy ready for our babas when we get them
I am trying to think of it this way... I can hopefully start to ttc again in june or july and who knows, I might get my bfp the very first month (unlikely but still!). Whereas if I carried on ttc now, it still might have taken 6 months, a year or more to get pg- there are no guarantees either way. So even though its a break from ttc, it might still end up being the same month that it was always meant to be. I hope that makes sense lol, it does in my head. Its just cheering me up a bit to think of it like that, rather than as a delay!
See you in WTT... It seems really quiet in there, so come on over and talk to me!
and let us know how you get on xxx