violet13
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Hi ladies,
I haven't been on a lot lately so much has been happening it's just been too hectic. So I had my first smear not too long ago because honestly I put it off for ages and then began bleeding in between periods and Dtd and got results Monday they came back unclear, but the dr wants to make sure so I'm having a second one Monday morning (sarcastic yay) I've spoke to a few friends who also had the same result with first smear and 1 kit came back clear but they double checked the other is really scaring me she has had the cancerous cells lazered off and has had no end of problems since they did that which really frightens me, also with my mum having cancer and going through her third bout of treatment I don't need to stress her out more though I want to wait and find out more before I actually talk to her about it, she's also just lost two of her closest friends so she's very worried and upset herself I don't know I feel one friend is loving scaring me she gets quiet a joyous look about her when telling me knowing I'm already concerned I know it could mean absolutely nothing but I so don't need this things have been good besides my mums results and my aunties dying (by friendship not
Blood) me and OH have rebuilt our relationship from the ground up again so to speak we've been going out and our son is growing into this amazing little person it just seems why now? I really can't help but feel uneasy but I'm just getting on with things tbh xxx
I haven't been on a lot lately so much has been happening it's just been too hectic. So I had my first smear not too long ago because honestly I put it off for ages and then began bleeding in between periods and Dtd and got results Monday they came back unclear, but the dr wants to make sure so I'm having a second one Monday morning (sarcastic yay) I've spoke to a few friends who also had the same result with first smear and 1 kit came back clear but they double checked the other is really scaring me she has had the cancerous cells lazered off and has had no end of problems since they did that which really frightens me, also with my mum having cancer and going through her third bout of treatment I don't need to stress her out more though I want to wait and find out more before I actually talk to her about it, she's also just lost two of her closest friends so she's very worried and upset herself I don't know I feel one friend is loving scaring me she gets quiet a joyous look about her when telling me knowing I'm already concerned I know it could mean absolutely nothing but I so don't need this things have been good besides my mums results and my aunties dying (by friendship not
Blood) me and OH have rebuilt our relationship from the ground up again so to speak we've been going out and our son is growing into this amazing little person it just seems why now? I really can't help but feel uneasy but I'm just getting on with things tbh xxx