So, having had a blighted ovum in September following on from my first ever bfp at the end of July, I've just found out I'm pregnant again. I've had a confusing 3 days of a mixture of negatives and faint positives, af due today. I went to the doctor, fortunately where I live you can get appointments immediately and they always do a pregnancy test if you say you think you might be.
Feeling a lot of things right now.
Thrilled and so lucky to be pregnant again.
Terrified I'll lose it again, at my age that's a high probability. Doubly terrified because the doctor said I had small traces of protein and blood in my urine so I'm convinced it's not going to stick.
Angry that I didn't get a second opinion on my fibroid a year ago and instead only had it removed in June. Since then I've tried twice to get pregnant (I've only just moved out to Hong Kong to join my oh so was travelling back and forth before) and succeeded both times.
Phew, and all before 9.30 am
Off to find some kind of meditation app on my phone...
Feeling a lot of things right now.
Thrilled and so lucky to be pregnant again.
Terrified I'll lose it again, at my age that's a high probability. Doubly terrified because the doctor said I had small traces of protein and blood in my urine so I'm convinced it's not going to stick.
Angry that I didn't get a second opinion on my fibroid a year ago and instead only had it removed in June. Since then I've tried twice to get pregnant (I've only just moved out to Hong Kong to join my oh so was travelling back and forth before) and succeeded both times.
Phew, and all before 9.30 am
Off to find some kind of meditation app on my phone...
Try to stay positive. I believe this will be your sticky one. 
