Saying goodbye

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  1. Leeann10

    Leeann10 Well-Known Member

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    Well I had my scan and it wasn't good news! I am due to go for surgery later this afternoon and then I don't know what happens!

    Life isn't worth living anymore and I don't think I want it to be x
     
  2. SalisburyMum

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    Oh honey. you don't need to make any big decisions about anything right now.

    do the medical stuff and then let yourself recover, you'll get through this xx
     
  3. Leeann10

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    I am due to go for surgery this evening but I have started cramping now and back ache! I don't want this to start at home, I have had a natural miscarriage before and I won't do that again x
     
  4. Tigeress

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    So so sorry leann, I was really hoping for you. My heart is literally aching and I can't imagine how your feeling. I agree with saliburymum, get the medical stuff sorted and then take as long as you need. I had two mc and both were natural and it was awful, so I don't blame you for doing the surgery this time. Wishing you lots of luck xxxx
     
  5. Leeann10

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    This is my 11th now and I can't possibly go for a natural but I have started with pain and pressure!

    I am waiting for the doctor to call me and confirm they have an anaesthetist for this evening, if not I will have to wait until tomorrow and it might start before then x
     
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    Oh gosh, I remember that, one of mine started quite quickly an one didn't start for a few days. I'm sure you will get in before it starts, has anything started now? I don't know how you keep going after so many losses, I struggled with the two I suffered xx
     
  7. Leeann10

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    I don't think I do anymore tbh, this one was a hiccup and so I went with it!!

    I have started with backache, cramping and pressure x
     
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    Oh Leeann, I am so so sorry. The universe can be so bloody cruel and I'm devastated you're having to go through this again. My thoughts are will you xx
     
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    Leeann I'm so sorry. Please call the doctor/hospital and tell them how you are feeling xxxx
     
  10. Tigeress

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    Oh gosh, sounds like it's on its way, keep ringing the hospital and bugging them :((( xx
     
  11. Leeann10

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    Looks like I will be going down about 5 this evening! Or at least being admitted x
     
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    I am so very sorry to hear this, so awful. Please take care of yourself, my thoughts are with you hun x
     
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    Oh Leeann I am heartbroken for you, im so so sorry :( I had everything crossed for you. Life is so bloody unfair and cruel sometimes. Lots of love xxx
     
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    So sorry to hear this Leeann. I hope they make it as easy as possible for you and I wish you the best of luck for the future.

    I've got my scan tomorrow and I'm pretty scared about it.
     
  15. Kitana

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    I'm so sorry Leeann.. I can't imagine what you must be going through.. sending you loads of hugs... I hope you have a good support group around you.. it's heartbreaking... :hug::hug::hug:
     
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    Leeann So so sorry to hear, life is not fair sometimes. It's so frustrating. Sending you loads of love xxx
     
  17. Leeann10

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    Having some issues! Just passed a huge clot which scared the hell out of me!

    No one will listen to me, I said I thought there was an issue but they ignored me x
     
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    Leeann so sorry to read your news, life can be so damn hard sometimes - sending you lots of hugs and strength, hopefully the staff will look after you, I have had two MMC's and was given a D&C both times, hopefully they can do the procedure for you as I think it will be less traumatic for you xxx
     
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    Leeann so so sorry hunny :( why is life so bloody cruel for some people it's so unfair xx wishing u lots of love and strength right now xx
     
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    Oh no hun I've just seen this. I'm so very sorry. I really felt positive for you. I can't begin to imagine how you must be feeling but just focus on looking after yourself right now. Everything else in life can wait for a while. Xx
     

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