Saying goodbye

[Leeann10]

Well I had my scan and it wasn't good news! I am due to go for surgery later this afternoon and then I don't know what happens!

Life isn't worth living anymore and I don't think I want it to be x

 

[SalisburyMum]

Oh honey. you don't need to make any big decisions about anything right now.

do the medical stuff and then let yourself recover, you'll get through this xx

 

[Leeann10]

I am due to go for surgery this evening but I have started cramping now and back ache! I don't want this to start at home, I have had a natural miscarriage before and I won't do that again x

 

[Tigeress]

So so sorry leann, I was really hoping for you. My heart is literally aching and I can't imagine how your feeling. I agree with saliburymum, get the medical stuff sorted and then take as long as you need. I had two mc and both were natural and it was awful, so I don't blame you for doing the surgery this time. Wishing you lots of luck xxxx

 

[Leeann10]

This is my 11th now and I can't possibly go for a natural but I have started with pain and pressure!

I am waiting for the doctor to call me and confirm they have an anaesthetist for this evening, if not I will have to wait until tomorrow and it might start before then x

 

[Tigeress]

Oh gosh, I remember that, one of mine started quite quickly an one didn't start for a few days. I'm sure you will get in before it starts, has anything started now? I don't know how you keep going after so many losses, I struggled with the two I suffered xx

 

[Leeann10]

I don't think I do anymore tbh, this one was a hiccup and so I went with it!!

I have started with backache, cramping and pressure x

 

[Onedaysoon25]

Oh Leeann, I am so so sorry. The universe can be so bloody cruel and I'm devastated you're having to go through this again. My thoughts are will you xx

 

[elsa16]

Leeann I'm so sorry. Please call the doctor/hospital and tell them how you are feeling xxxx

 

[Tigeress]

I don't think I do anymore tbh, this one was a hiccup and so I went with it!!

I have started with backache, cramping and pressure x

Oh gosh, sounds like it's on its way, keep ringing the hospital and bugging them (( xx

 

[Leeann10]

Looks like I will be going down about 5 this evening! Or at least being admitted x

 

[Blisa]

I am so very sorry to hear this, so awful. Please take care of yourself, my thoughts are with you hun x

 

[ams25]

Oh Leeann I am heartbroken for you, im so so sorry I had everything crossed for you. Life is so bloody unfair and cruel sometimes. Lots of love xxx

 

[M1chelle]

So sorry to hear this Leeann. I hope they make it as easy as possible for you and I wish you the best of luck for the future.

I've got my scan tomorrow and I'm pretty scared about it.

 

[Kitana]

I'm so sorry Leeann.. I can't imagine what you must be going through.. sending you loads of hugs... I hope you have a good support group around you.. it's heartbreaking...

 

[Belle30]

Leeann So so sorry to hear, life is not fair sometimes. It's so frustrating. Sending you loads of love xxx

 

[Leeann10]

Having some issues! Just passed a huge clot which scared the hell out of me!

No one will listen to me, I said I thought there was an issue but they ignored me x

 

[Clementine]

Leeann so sorry to read your news, life can be so damn hard sometimes - sending you lots of hugs and strength, hopefully the staff will look after you, I have had two MMC's and was given a D&C both times, hopefully they can do the procedure for you as I think it will be less traumatic for you xxx

 

[Loubalouba]

Leeann so so sorry hunny why is life so bloody cruel for some people it's so unfair xx wishing u lots of love and strength right now xx

 

[cornishfairy]

Oh no hun I've just seen this. I'm so very sorry. I really felt positive for you. I can't begin to imagine how you must be feeling but just focus on looking after yourself right now. Everything else in life can wait for a while. Xx