Last night was bloody horrendous!!! :'(
I must of got 20mins sleep maximum, I kept wimpering and crying - Trying to be super quiet for the sake of my partner! I can't go to a spare room cause there's only a cot in babies room and I can't bare to sit on the sofa nevermind lie on it
My poor OH ended up awake but half asleep most of the night too, just letting me cuddle into him all night. And now the poor sod has had to go to work at 7:20 till the jobs finished, doing someones garden in this scorching sun! He's guna end up falling asleep or getting sun stroke! I feel so bad.
I couldn't bring myself to take the Tramadol..
I just can't!! Every websites saying don't under any circumstances.
My Mum & Nana are the same, and are horrified I've been given them.
And the pharmacist even said not too.
So I'm 100% not at all taking them. I'd really not sleep and cry constantly then put my precious little girl through that torture & withdrawl when she's born!
But what I am worried about is..
What if when I go on Thursday, there like..
'Oh well it can't be that bad if you didn't take them?'$
And they just dismiss it and blow me off?
Why won't they give me a sweep or induce me?
My stress levels are so high! I'm having panic attacks.
My BP was raised compared to normal yesterday at hosp.
I'm falling (hips giving way) a lot (4 times they have given way this morning and I'm home alone!) Luckily I've not went flat on my face, but its a possibility! So that's ris to me l baby!
Why are Shields hospital so bloody crap?!