Hi everyone , reaching out for a friend. I was diagnosed November 2018 with endometriosis and I had a large 8cm endometrioma cyst cut away from the inside of my left ovary. After the surgery hubby and I began TTC, were now 13months in. Every month we had BFN, no luck whatsoever, until now December 2019. Christmas Day, I saw two lines. They were faint, but they were there. Needless to say I showed hubby immediately and we were ecstatic and over joyed. The best Christmas gift in the world. Almost a week later, It's now just before NYE, and I have had severe cramping , to the point it takes my breath away. Heavy Bleeding and passing clots. I am completely devastated. I feel like I'm in a bubble and times just passing me by. I am so tired . I can't smile. My husband is obviously disappointed too, but his approach is just "never mind maybe next time". I just can't seem to get my head straight. How do I move on from this? How do I look forward to 2020? Reaching out for a friend.