Preparing for worst

[TeeUK]

Hi Ladies,

Sorry it's a long one

Didn't get much sleep last night....been clinging to my last pregnancy symptom for hope (sore boobs) but woke this morning to nothing.....I pushed, squished, pinched, poked...nothing. Feel so deflated....don't feel preg at all any more

I know I should wait and see but having had a mmc already this is exactly how it happened last time so I really don't hold much if any hope.

Still losing brown discharge, still no pain....

The last mmc I had 5 yrs ago did not cause pain or red blood until about 2 days after my scan...it was like seeing no hb my body finally let go....omg I can't stop

BF keeps telling me not to presume anything untill scan at 10:45am today.... I don't want to think possitive though because the pain will be too much....I just think if I think worst I will be prepared and if a miracle happens it will be a wonderful suprise.

The last time I knew it was gone, no doubt what so ever, my body knew exactly the moment baby lost fight, it took 3 weeks for them to scan me that time as they thought it was in my head....I was almost 12 weeks and baby lost fight at 8 weeks...mmc is so slow and cruel that way.

I felt the same thing about 2 weeks ago, symptoms just stopped and discharge started......the only bit of hope I had was sore boobs (didn't have sore boobs at all last time) this time though there has been a lot more discharge than before......I feel about 90% sure it's over

 

[Mummy2Adam]

Good luck today hunny, ive got my fingers and toes crossed for you x x


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[LouLou1986]

good luck huni my prayers are with you today!!

 

[Rósa]

Good luck hun thinking of you, don't lose hope, all my symptoms disappeared at 8 weeks,

 

[TeeUK]

Thank you girls......

Rosa...I read some of your posts and it gave me a little hope, as you said your symptoms went.

I have only been pregnant 3 times in my life and I'm so blessed to have a beautiful 17yr old daughter ( I bled loads and had massive clots with her).

After I gave birth I bled for 10mths then my periods stopped !!! I was told I couldn't have anymore children as I had gone into early menopause.

Don't know how I caught 5yrs ago without periods! I think I lost that one because I was going through a messy divorce at time.

But then suddenly a year ago my periods returned! I'm 38 now and got caught the first time me and BF had slip up sometime in Aug..... it was a huge shock to us both as we didn't think I could get preg! Maybe it's his youth (he's 21 )

I know my age goes against me...I just hope if the worst happens my periods return as I really want another baby.....

I've had a good cry and am feeling a little better now, read some possitive posts....so all I can do is wait and see now......must think possitive

 

[Galaxyblue]

Oh Tee, my heart goes out to you babe - good luck for today, will be thinking of you xxx

 

[pinkymum]

Thinking of you and keeping everything crossed for you!

X x x x

 

[honeyloops]

GL xxx

 

[Nurse 26]

Good luck with everything! hope it goes well!!!

 

[Jody]

Oh Tee (((((((HUGS)))))) I know how you feel, I have been there, but I have everything crossed for you today, please please let us know cos I will be thinking of you xxxxxxx

 

[mumofmany]

Oh tee i really hope for the best for you today, and as you have said you bled with your daughter, I have bled with 4 out of my 5 children that I have had, no bleeding with this one so far, I was told to expect some though as I lost a twin. So fingers crossed its just your body and pregnancy like mine was. Also as someone else said symtoms do come and go and can go before 12 weeks for some peeps and stay after 12 weeks for others, I have not even had sore boobs at all this time. I totally understand your way of thinking prepare for the worst and if the best happens then its a nice suprise. I wish you the best at your scan.

 

[Rósa]

Any news hun?

 

[LouLou1986]

been thinking bout u all day chick i was watching the clock at 11

 

[mumofmany]

me too, thinking of you and have been all day

 

[midnight]

just logged on to see how she had got on was hoping for good news but nothing posted yet hopefully all went ok and she is just busy

 

[LouLou1986]

i dnt like she hasnt been on.....

 

[Mike]

Fingers crossed, hoping we hear good news soon x
GL

 

[TeeUK]

Lou......I started a new thread called scan results, it's got pushed down line a bit, I explain results there....not good

 

[LouLou1986]

omg no where is the thread??

 

[TeeUK]

about 22 threads down...