So I was with my ex for a year &7 months &then we broke up a couple months ago. I went into depression while starting nursing school. I started talking to someone else but just off & on. He didn't know what he wanted. While we stopped talking I would feel lonely®rettably I'd hook up with my ex. Well after that &him telling me he didn't ever want to be with me again, I hooked up with the guy I was talking to off &on. Well just a week ago I found out I was pregnant&I do not know who the father is but I have a good guess. I think it's the guy I was talking to because he went inside of me. I took the plan b pill afterwards thinking it would work but two weeks later I was pregnant. Me &my ex had sex a couple times but he pulled out. I started hanging out with my ex again before I knew I was pregnant&quickly after discovered I was. I told him I was pregnant&I can't get myself to tell him that it might not be his. He wants me to keep the baby &have a family with me but I can't do that to him hiding the fact it could not be his. So initially we both were thinking abortion. He set up an appt and I went to it. Now I have my next one scheduled to take the pill but my ex doesn't want me doing that &now I feel like I want to keep the baby&it's breaking my heart. At first I also told the guy I was talking to that I was pregnant &getting an abortion &that it was prob his. Well I told him now I wasn't sure of the abortion &he's very for it bc he knows it could be his. I'm just lost I feel ashamed of myself and miserable. While there's so much going against having this child and not knowing who the father is I already feel like I have some bond with this baby and it's heartbreaking to think about abortion. I just don't know?