Boy I am I glad this forum is here, I wouldn't feel right posting all my worries in the tri's... Found out this morning that I got my bfp... I am really excited by it, both because now I can go and update the council without them reducing our housing need and also because I have a really, really positive feeling about this pregnancy. I remember when we made love and feeling a little soul come to us, i woke up the next morning with butterflies in my tummy and I just knew. I started to doubt myself a bit, wondered if I just wanted it so much that I was kidding myself, but it happened and I have a strong feeling of wellbeing and that this pregnancy is going to go as planned. I am so happy I want to keep it a secret from the real world for as long as possible, hopefully 25 weeks. So excited!