Hi everyone I never had an IVF or IUI but I feel your pain. We have been TTC for over 7 years. I have never felt so alone or hopeless in my life. IF is such a private and personal pain that it seems no one understands. I have delt with major depression along the way and some really bad anger problems. I was so mad all the time really bad when someone would be pregnant. I haven't been to a baby shower in 6 years because I couldn't stand to sit there and pretend to be happy. I couldn't even hold my nieces when they was born I missed out on that joy don't get me wronge I was happy but also so incredibley sad I felt something I can't explain. Every month it was always the same thing you try to see hope in everything even when you BBT starts going down and your spotting and get crushed when AF arrived just like you knew it would. 7 years, test after test,...Dr after Dr seems like I get no answers "everything looks good" is what I get. I pushed my Dr for clomid even though I ovulate because I have read success stories of woman taking it and ovulate on their own but no results. I've lost a lot of money, got in troubles with my husband, my family, .... It was a disaster. A friend of mine was the only one who supports me during this period. She did everything she could to help me, she borrowed me money, offered me an ebook that really helped me. Even if she live far from our house, she was with me when i need here. I'm very grateful and thankful to have her as my firend So after 7 years of pain I’M NOW pregnant, and that's what matters for me . I'm 15w. It’s like I’m born again.