No more Eastenders for me!!!!!!!! Long story but some years back I was in a very scary violent relationship that left me scarred both physically and mentally. I used to have the most terrible flashback nightmares for years till I met my gorgeous OH and the first night we spent together they stopped and didn't come back till last night. After watching the Zainab/Yusef story line which at the time didn't affect me, I went to bed and had the most horrendous nightmares all night long. By 5 am I had given up trying to sleep as I was scared everytime I closed my eyes I would see my ex. I woke the OH up at 5am crying in my sleep!!!! I think between Eastenders and the hormones it caused some weird combination that brought these nightmares out again!! Today I am like the walking dead!! So the OH has banned me from Eastenders till the storyline is over!! lol. Pointless thread ladies just wanted to talk. Hope to get some tonight!!!