Hi Everyone, My name is Holly, I'm 27 and pregnant for the third time. My first two prenancy went as well as can be expected and I have a 6 year old daughter and 3 year old son. I split with their dad when I was pregnant with my son (he was cheating). I met my new partner 3 years ago and we always discussed having a baby of our own. My dp has known my son since he was 6 months but we wanted to experience it from the beginning together. Anyway we tried for about 6 months with no luck then last month we decided to stop trying as we had a family holiday. It was the month we conceived and I was so excited. We went to Spain and I was sick and so happy. I got back Friday when I was about 6 and a half weeks and Saturday I woke up with blood stained pyjamas. I thought we'd miscarried and I cried but accepted it better than my dp. I waited until yesterday to go the GP to tell them, they send me to the epu for a scan and to my absolute astonishment they're were two very healthy babies with heartbeats in there. They are identical as they share a placenta. I don't know why but since seeing them I'm so nervous. I mean I am shocked that we'll have 4 children but I can cope with that. I'm scared now I have to wait 5 weeks and in that time I think so much could happen, I could lose one or both. I'm afraid to move too much and I'm driving myself crazy. I'm still bleeding dark brown blood but there's a clot in my womb under the babies which is apparently good as if it moves it has less change of disturbing the pregnancy. I just think I need people to chat to who I can be honest with about my feelings. My dp thinks I should be an expert on pregnancy but not on twins.