Now, don't get me wrong, I absolutely cannot *wait* to be pregnant, but I'm terrified of gaining weight. I did used to have some problems with food (hopefully not to a level which will affect my fertility, as my periods didn't stop at any point) and although I was underweight for quite a while, I'm perfectly healthy now and channel my focus into eating well and exercising. I hope as soon as I do get that bfp, the last vestiges of fear over my weight will go away, but as much as I want a baby, thinking about my body changing beyond my control is so scary. Has anyone been in a similar situation? I realise this probably sounds shallow, but I'm really not, I very much want to get past this for good. I didn't want to make this my first post, as I'm a bit worried about how this will come across!