I am 6 weeks today so I'm due to have my first scan tomorrow to check that bean is in the right place this time. In the last couple of weeks I started with extreme paranoia and hysterical bouts of crying, assuming that it must be wrong again. The shock of finding out my last pregnancy was ectopic is still fresh in my mind as it was only 7 months ago. Over the Christmas period I have been distracted by not only the festivities but feeling awful with nausea and sickness. And I have felt SO bad with sickness throughout the day for the last two days that it has given me a little bit of hope that this may just be a normal pregnancy. With the ectopic pregnancy I felt ill, not pregnant, but this time I felt like I have ticked every pregnancy symptom going. DH did joke with me last night that he's glad I'm feeling so bad - it could be a good thing! Lol. In a backwards way, I kind of agree with him. I certainly will not be looking forward to going back to that hospital again either. The last time I went for a scan there, I emerged a day later, fuzzy headed, in immense pain and unable to walk after having had emergency surgery to remove the pregnancy and save my tube. These are bad memories that I need to prepare myself for re-living. So please keep your fingers crossed for us tomorrow.