Beckyb1991
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Hi girls,
I'm having a really embaressing problem today :/ .. I saw a friend in tescos today we chatted for a few minutes and I noticed baby clothes in her trolly which I assumed were for her sister who I knew was pregnant , she then dropped the bomb that she was pregnant after a 'drunkan mistake) as she was talking I felt myself getting hot and panic rising .. I felt physically sick and could barely catch my breath , I just told her I was sorry and abandoned my trolly , I couldn't breath and was shaking at this point , all I felt was pure terror and panic! Luckily a staff member saw me and sat me down and got me some water. It took a long time to calm down and after I was so embaressed I burst into tears! ... Then this evening I clicked onto facebook and saw status's of expectant mums and was hit with the pang of pure jealousy and my heart started racing ... I decided to then click onto pf but made the stupid mistake of clicking onto the bfp announcments .. I then had a full blown panic attack! I have no idea what's going on with me! I feel so stupid! I feel happy for everyone getting there bfp but of couse a little jealous! But panicing seems stupid! I suppose its because I feel that its never gonna happen for me! I'm sorry to moan to you girls but I really dunno what's going on. I just need abit of advice and support! I'm so sorry for being so stupid xxx
I'm having a really embaressing problem today :/ .. I saw a friend in tescos today we chatted for a few minutes and I noticed baby clothes in her trolly which I assumed were for her sister who I knew was pregnant , she then dropped the bomb that she was pregnant after a 'drunkan mistake) as she was talking I felt myself getting hot and panic rising .. I felt physically sick and could barely catch my breath , I just told her I was sorry and abandoned my trolly , I couldn't breath and was shaking at this point , all I felt was pure terror and panic! Luckily a staff member saw me and sat me down and got me some water. It took a long time to calm down and after I was so embaressed I burst into tears! ... Then this evening I clicked onto facebook and saw status's of expectant mums and was hit with the pang of pure jealousy and my heart started racing ... I decided to then click onto pf but made the stupid mistake of clicking onto the bfp announcments .. I then had a full blown panic attack! I have no idea what's going on with me! I feel so stupid! I feel happy for everyone getting there bfp but of couse a little jealous! But panicing seems stupid! I suppose its because I feel that its never gonna happen for me! I'm sorry to moan to you girls but I really dunno what's going on. I just need abit of advice and support! I'm so sorry for being so stupid xxx