BumbleTumble
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a couple of weeks before i got pregnant, i had been soooo broody for the last 3 years! yes, since i was 17, think it was all the meds messing up my hormones!!! lol
but a couple of weeks before i got pg, the feeling suddenly stopped, and i decided i wasnt ready for a baby, i wanted to do this, do that, id been in hospital for 2 solid years, and couldnt do anything, couldnt go out, go to college/uni. i had just got my freedom, and now, its kind of gone.
my mum said 'my life was over before its begun'
i know i shouldnt think like this, and dont get me wrong, im really happy. but you know.....
whenever i see a baby, like on the street in a pram, i have to look away or i will burst into tears.
sorry, just ranting a bit really.
i just wish i had more support around me, one of the staff here is going on maternity leave soon, so cant talk to her anymore, mum is too far away.
feeling a little alone and sad.
xx
but a couple of weeks before i got pg, the feeling suddenly stopped, and i decided i wasnt ready for a baby, i wanted to do this, do that, id been in hospital for 2 solid years, and couldnt do anything, couldnt go out, go to college/uni. i had just got my freedom, and now, its kind of gone.
my mum said 'my life was over before its begun'
i know i shouldnt think like this, and dont get me wrong, im really happy. but you know.....
whenever i see a baby, like on the street in a pram, i have to look away or i will burst into tears.
sorry, just ranting a bit really.
i just wish i had more support around me, one of the staff here is going on maternity leave soon, so cant talk to her anymore, mum is too far away.
feeling a little alone and sad.
xx