Hi All, This is my first post so please forgive me if I breach any etiquette or get things wrong. I guess I just need to speak to someone who can give me some hope and understands how I feel. I'm 37 and got married in December for the first time to a man I love with all my heart, the road hasn't been easy for us as we were both in long term relationships previously that didnt end on the best of terms. We talked about having a child together, a family after we got married and settled. Mt Husband has two 20 year old daughters from his previous relationship and we both wanted to have a child together. Not that I knew at the time, but when we got married at Christmas I was already pregnant, unfortunately the circumstances were not very good and I lost it at 6 weeks in January. I didn't realise until that point how much I wanted a family with my husband and how important it was to me. The months since January have been hard ones, regretting my decision and emotions all over the place. Immediately after the termination I started taking Diannette as instructed. In April we were in a much better and stable situation and we agreed that we would start trying for another baby on our honeymoon at the beginning of July. I came of the pill mid April and have kept note of my start dates which are averaging 29/30 day cycles. I started taking Folic Acid every day in June and was certain that I could work out Ovulation based on my cycle dates and if we had sex leading up to and throughout Ovulation times, I think I put too much hpoe that it would be perfect and I'd be pregnant on my honeymoon but my period arrived on the 20th - two days late and then one heavy -ish day of bleeding , finishing by Sunday (Which is unusual for me as I'm usually heavy for three days or so) I'm really scared that my termination has affected my chances and that my age is working against me - I feel like I missed my one and only chance and I'm so down about it. Can anyone offer any help or advise please?