Hi ladies Well it's 3.30 am and I am once again wide awake and I also need the toilet again but can't be bothered getting up! Today we are driving down to Devon for a week for what will be our last holiday as a family of 3 and possibly our last holiday for a while!! Our daughter who will be 7 in November is very excited and I very much want to make this holiday special for her as when we come home things will get more baby related. She is very excited about the baby and will kiss my tummy every night when she goes to bed but it will be a big change for her especially with her having autism I am worried about how she will cope with not having all my time and attention. We know she will love having a brother or sister and is looking forward to pushing the pram to school and a apparently is changing the wet nappies but not the poo ones they are for Daddy..lol!