Its so embarrasing but my piles are getting bad now- they are interfearing with everyday life! I dont know how Im going to cope back at work next month. Its not like I can hold it in until I get home. Sorry TMI but I was just about to go to the shops but thought I'll go to the loo first. Thank god I put Jake in his cot and didnt leave him playing on the livingroom floor because I was stuck on the loo for over half an hour- all for 1 little poo!! And Im shaking now due to the shere effort (im a bit constipated too ), Im gonna have to go to the shops in a while. I wonder if I will be allowed to have surgery to sort it. Im past caring about showing my bum off- its so painful.