I need to confess. I have been ttc for 8 months now and although i'm trying not to let the fact that we havn't been successful bother me i'm starting to obsess on things a little. I have got every thing sorted for the spare room if we have a boy and I mean every thing. i 've spent the day searching for items and sent fot fabric samples, I know what flooring i'm having and now i'm about to plan for if it's a girl. i have even tidied out my little girls room so I can look at that and think how lovely it is, how cute and picturing us all lying in dd's bed reading a story with baby too. I'm worried that i'm going to start to buy, jump the gun, I feel silly ordering that fabric sample - I just wish it was me now. I OV sometime next week - at least I have it pinpointed to a few days.. fingers crossed.
Dont worry im sure we have all pictured baby things at some point. Just try and relax and im sure ur BFP will come soon. Sending you baby dust. Denice x
