Im sorry i havent been about for you girlies recently. These past few months have been really up and down, more down than up really. Its almost 2 years since my due date for Angel (1st march). And almost a year since i lost Bean (9th May). I cant quite believe how quick it has all come round. They are right that it doesnt get easier quickly. Im still finding it very very hard. Dont try pushing yourselfs into feeling better,it doesnt work. Im hoping my councilling will possibly help. What have i got to lose right? Anyway, just a mesage to say if you ever want someone to talk to who has been through this just PM me and i will reply ASAP.