Tonight my little boy wanted cuddled to sleep, it's a rare occasion from 6 months he's held every bottle and from around 8 months normally he would only go to sleep lying in his cot with his milk.
So he's cuddled in and I'm sitting starting at this perfect little man, my baby boy who will be 1 in 5 days. As his head rests on my arm and his legs wrap round my body I think back to the time at a tiny 5lb 11oz he used to fit snug on 1 forearm, he used to lie there and sleep for hours and now tonight I can't even remember the last time he slept like this. I remember the early days and how I was completely in awe of him and think somehow I made him and tears start to roll down my cheeks. I've been in awe of him every day since he was born, he's cheeky, full of fun and such a happy boy. I could burst with pride every day. I think of all his firsts so far. Examining his face noticing he doesn't quite look like such a baby anymore but a proper little boy. He opens his eyes and giggles, which makes me laugh too and for a few minutes both of us are just stating into each others eyes giggling.
He's drifted back off to sleep now and I just wish I could replay these moments over and over again.
1 very emotional but very proud mummy tonight.
Mummys going through a tough time just think of these precious moments and know it's all worth it.
Cx
So he's cuddled in and I'm sitting starting at this perfect little man, my baby boy who will be 1 in 5 days. As his head rests on my arm and his legs wrap round my body I think back to the time at a tiny 5lb 11oz he used to fit snug on 1 forearm, he used to lie there and sleep for hours and now tonight I can't even remember the last time he slept like this. I remember the early days and how I was completely in awe of him and think somehow I made him and tears start to roll down my cheeks. I've been in awe of him every day since he was born, he's cheeky, full of fun and such a happy boy. I could burst with pride every day. I think of all his firsts so far. Examining his face noticing he doesn't quite look like such a baby anymore but a proper little boy. He opens his eyes and giggles, which makes me laugh too and for a few minutes both of us are just stating into each others eyes giggling.
He's drifted back off to sleep now and I just wish I could replay these moments over and over again.
1 very emotional but very proud mummy tonight.
Mummys going through a tough time just think of these precious moments and know it's all worth it.
Cx
I can lose hours of a day looking at my wee man. He's only 4 months but already he seems so much older than my little newborn.
